A MoOnLiT HaVen...

I've finally been able to get a bit of me time to write a short blog. Which is ironic since I'm usually not doing much to begin with.

It's 12:40am and I'm not one bit tired. But i know that If I don't type this blog I probably will forget to...since I'll be busy surfing the net.

So I've been spending the past hr looking at the various courses offered by Northwestern. And I absolutely love them. I know I should be worried, but I'm not really. I just can't wait...even now just typing about it...my stomach fills with anticipation. soon!

Although, its bittersweet..this journey I have with northwestern. In part, I can't wait to learn from some of the best of the best. But, I wish I could keep my family and friends near. I've never been much of a sociable person. It usually takes me quite a lot of practice to feel somewhat at ease. Once I'm comfortable...well thats a whole other story. Time is haunting me...taunting me. Telling me that I have only 3 months and 24 days till I'm off to some other state. Wow the thought is a bit daunting! But i'm a survivor...I've already endured my own battle wounds...this is just another journey to take. But i'll be coming back home. Home...the very word brings comfort.

I got a wall post on facebook from monica telling me that she was back in California...and that we should hangout. I definitely need to see her...since its been so long. I've actually been thinking about her for a week...wondering how she's liking UV. I swear you're looking at a next-to-be CEO. I have no doubt in her future success. Hopefully I can get ling to go too. That'll be nice..a small reunion with good friends and ex housemates.

I absolutely love my freedom. And I mean freedom in t he sense of free will over mind, body and soul. I couldn't imagine at this point of my life...being in a relationship. For the most part I'm confident on who I am...but I still need to grow. And I need to grow on my own. I've always believed that if you wanted to know your value...you'd need to find your worth with your own two feet first. But, I don't criticize anyone for seeking a relationship in my generation. We're all trying to find ourselves in some way or another. It's just finding us that truly defines us.

well im off to bed since I have a date with borders and their oh so wonderful power outlets.