A MoOnLiT HaVen...

Well i've finally given myself a breather to sit down and update this blog. It feels like forever....but I'm sure its only been a few days. But, I guess it feels forever when I'm away from any form of writing.


whats new?

My dad's surgery is this monday. He's getting a knee surgery. Of course my dad's worry as we all are. Any surgery gives us fear. What if? ugh the thought even scares me. I know I have to pray so that nothing goes wrong and that everything goes smooth. God is with me and my family, especially my dad.


Apart from that worry event...nothing that gigantic is happening. But I'll update (list form..lol).

^-^ friends: I'm honestly not sure if we're all gonna meet up. I haven't got  any news from them. So i don't know if saturday works for them or not. I know Cynthia wanted thur-fri, but I can't. And ling is a maybe on saturday. So who knows.

^-^family: my mom and I are gonna take my dad for an early birthday dinner at redlobster. Which I've never been...so that'll be really nice. Today, I visited my aunt and she made fresh flour tortillas. I prefer corn over flour, but homemade flour tortillas are just a treat. My mom put some refried beans with some mexican cream. And omg it was a balada or a typical hondurean quesadilla.

^-^  tv/ movies: I've been obsessed over BBC's 2009 adaptation "Emma". I absolutely adore Romola Garai. And the rest of the cast. They're amazing. Plus its Jane Austen. That wonderful writer was a pioneer. So yes I have even burned me a copy of the episodes and watched it the 4part (hr long each) movie with my dad. As for tv, its the usual for me: Smallville, America's Next Top Model, and random shows here and there. Smallville is getting pretty interesting with this Lois/Clark/Blur triangle. hehe.

^-^shopping: so today, my mom and I checked out the winter boots at Target. We ended up buying a pair for each member of the family. So there goes one of the items on my list for Chicago. ugh its coming so soon. Stop time. Stop.

^-^  Anabelle: haha my doggie is like the most brilliant little doggie in the world to me. I swear she amazes me all the time. she's really the light in our lives. And today she was having a ball with the new tennis balls my dad bought her. Oh we took her along with us, when my mom and I went to drop a letter at the post office. She had her little fuzzy head out the window taking on the rush of the wind. lol. I adore her.


^-^Moods: I've been gradually turning back to myself. I love to not feel like the world is so opaque. There is light. Despite hardships, there is strength, wisdom, and accomplishments and love.


^-^Beauty: I've been watching a lot of videos on youtube on how to decorate nails...so I have it a try. I'm getting the hand of making basic 4-5 petal flowers. It's fun. It's not remotely professional looking or talented. But it's fun to just go ahead and try it, and sit back and say, "hey I did that".

^-^  Wishes: To have my dad have an excellent surgery. To be a better servant to God. To be a better friend. A Better daughter. Sing more. Dance more. Love more. To try to save some money for next summer so she can see one of her best buds marry. To start getting things ready for Chicago. To not be so afraid. To know that mistakes can be helpful in strengthening who you are. And to continue to strive for a completely happy life.





Dear Lord and angel, I ask that you look over my father. Ease his fear. Hold his hand as he gives himself over to the aid of others. Let this surgery go well. And let him get better. He is a great man...flawed but a great man. Look after him, and the world.