A MoOnLiT HaVen...

well finally! I have given myself some time to update this little blog.

So my departure from sunny california is coming to a close. Only two weeks and three days till my parents and I take a plane to Chicago where i'll be literally freezing and learning. haha!

gosh i haven't truly wrapped my brain in the idea of leaving..not really. This monday my friends and I are having a goodbye/hangout (well surprise thing). I know I will miss them dreadfully. More than I'll ever let on. But, atlast...people have transitions in life. It isn't the destination so much...more the journey getting there.


Gah my house is an icebox. I'm literally covered with 4 blankets...one of them is those animal design blankets that must weigh 20lbs. lol.

my doggie's bday is tomorr. We need to go shopping tomorr for some gifts for her. I'm thinking a new bed and some dog bowl sets that I've been wanting to get her. Aww she's so adorable when she's sleeping (i'm spying on her).


As for gifts, I'm done with all my friends, and the women side of my family. Now I just need a few more gifts, especially my dad. Got to get a perfume and some nice socks. He keeps hinting on the desperate need for some new socks since anabelle has made it a habit of using them as throwing balls. lol.



So northwestern related:

I got my syllabus for my classes...and they're a handful. But, strangely I know I'll be good. It's strange but I don't cower over heavy materials. There's more satisfaction to be had when a class can push you beyond your limits.


Btw packing is going very slowly. Hopefully tomorr I'll clean my room and get things in motion.



Random:

so I've been taking care of my nails more. Nothing big. just using this really cool 7-side filer. they look cleaner which is a plus since I'm famously know for having some ink on my fingertips.


ahh I want monday to come and not to come. I want to see my friends...but than again I suck at goodbyes. I'll probably cry. no I'll be fine...until I'm alone at northwestern and it will hit me like bricks. But, I'm a strong girl...I'll see sunshine.



goodness its cold. ok i have to get some rest and some very needed warmth.



prayer:

dear lord and angel, give me the courage to say goodbye to all I hold dear. Take care of everyone tonight and every night. Warm the hearts of all.