I made something. lol. I got some cloth from avni like a week and a half ago. I started to make a half moon. I cut it out... sewed it. And stuff it. Than i cut out 4 stars...tiny, small, medium and large. Than sewed those. lol. Than I got some old costume jewelry and sewed on beads around the moon. Than I sewed on my name. I finished it today. I was deeply proud of it. Even though its not professional...or anything like that. It's something I made.
I been really exercising my creativity for a while. I'm drawing more and sewing more. I've been kind of up and down for a while. I think its taking on so many things both legal and personal. I'm literally doing the handiwork for my mom and dad. I love it. But sometimes its alot to think of. To know that you have the potential to improve or destroy your parents' lives.
And also with all my friends. It's like not being able to cross that bridge with them. I adore...to the point of LOVE them all. They're amazing and brilliant people. But, its crossing that bridge. Maybe i shouldnt force it. Maybe thats it. It's forcing things on them. The entire problem is with me. It's my emotional riff. Only my fault for not crossing that bridge. must try harder in the future.
I know i'll miss my family and friends when i go to northwestern. I think my heart will be sore when i see those mounts of snow...and the sign: Northwestern. But, well life goes on. And i know they'll be there always...even if its just in my heart.
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