Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Calming ways...

So i'm doing much better than yesterday. Even though I lack sleep...cause sleeping on the couch bed...is no fun..I still feel much better today. My doggie Anabelle did this really cute thing at like 3am in the morning. She jumped up on the bed and gave me kisses on my cheek and snuggled against me. haha and than she fell asleep. so sweet. :) :)

so I finally left my home in days. It was surreal. lol. I went to the arc...and swam my lungs out. I really pushed hard today cause I wanted to test and see if my lungs were still working. And yes they are. I love swimming. When I have my own house...I'm gonna make sure it has an oIlympic pool. I'll be in paradise.

Surprisingly it felt good to be out and about. Even though the air is toxic right now. Hopefully tomorrow i'll head to borders where I'll keep writing on my novel. yes must get that going. But luckily, I had some ideas I was brainstorming while I was swimming...so yes im very oh so very content.


I just read yesterday's post...and wow boy was I off charts. lol.

But I'm doing much better. I feel I've arrived...I'm among the living.

wooot!


so I found one of my favorite quotes that seems to mirror what I've been going through:

God,
grant me the strength
to change that which
I need to change,
the patience to accept
that which I cannot change,
and above all,
the wisdom to know
the difference.



{prayer}yes angel grant me the patience and understanding to take my life one step at a time. To embrace the good and the bad. And to always remain faithful to myself, you and God.

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